Friday, January 14, 2005

Somewhere In Between

You know, I can’t be losing sleep over this, no I can’t, and now I can not stop pacing. Give me a few hours, I’ll have all this sorted out, that is, if my mind would just stop racing. I cannot stand still; I can’t be this unsturdy. This cannot be happening! This is over my head but underneath my feet, because by tomorrow morning I’ll have this thing beat. Everything will be back to the way that it was, though I wish that it was just that easy. I’m waiting for tonight and then waiting for tomorrow, and I’m somewhere in between what is real, and just a dream. What is real, and just a dream? Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in? Don’t be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again. I don’t want to run away from this, but I know that I just don’t need this. Once again, I reiterate: I cannot stand still; I can’t be this unsturdy. This cannot be happening! I’m just waiting for tonight and then waiting for tomorrow, and I’m somewhere in between what is real, and just a dream. What is real, and just a dream?

I hope none of you, after reading that are worried about my emotional state. The words above are actually the lyrics to a song by Lifehouse by the same title as this blog (I just threw a few phrases and punctation in here and there to make it flow.) You should check it out...it's a very good song.

I guess I just wanted to post something and couldn't think of anything more creative...the lyrics made for a good, angst-ridden and confused blog.

Have a great weekend everyone!

2 Comments:

At 4:41 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Whew. You had me a little worried. Good to know that you aren't as crazy as I thought. ;)

~Jesse

 
At 4:14 PM, Blogger Jocelyn said...

I was so confused...I was thinking, what is she pacing for? what happened? why didn't I get an e-mail? Thanks for my short spurt of anxiety. If I have a heart attack I'm blaming it on you.

 

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