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It's been a lonely day.

I woke up and sat by myself for most of the day. Then my mom and sister came home and we watched a movie.

Other than that no one called. I talked to maybe one person online.

Being at school is way more fun.

At least at school I can run down the hallway and make some noise and make people laugh or pop my head in someone's door and say 'hi.' There is always someone around. It's a bit dull sitting by myself watching reruns of talk shows and cheesy home makover specials.

I know what you're thinking. Why, Kyla, if you were so lonely, did you not pick up the phone and call someone and ask someone to do something?

I just feel pathetic...I'm in this slump right now, and I want someone to drag me out if it. I realize that I shouldn't rely on the strength of others to get me out of this pit I am sitting in, but it would sure make things a lot easier.

On a different note, I think the world is going to end. It feels like lately we have been experiencing end-of-the-world weather. I mean when near 100,000 people die, not from terrorists, but by an act of God, it just feels like end-of-the-world type stuff. This idea was also brought up the other day when we had the blizzard to beat all blizzards...it was like nothing I had ever seen before, and completely felt like end-of-the-world conditions.

It wouldn't be completely awful for the world to end, because there is so much crap in it, and I would get to party in heaven forever, but I will admit that there are a whole ton of things that I have yet to do before the world ends.

Have you seen that episode of Friends where Pheobe finds out that she is actually a year older than she thought she was and gets real upset because she had a list of things she wanted to do before turning that particular age that were ruined because she was already that particular age. Well, I have a list like that...so here are a few things that I need to do before I die (or before the world ends):

1) Be proposed to (which in turn leads to being married.)
2) Go to an awards show (I promised Jay that he would be my escort, and I can't go back on a promise.)
3) Be a part of the creation of a feature film.
4) Go sky-diving or bungee jumping (whatever comes first.)
5) Go to one of those spa resorts and be pampered for a day/week/month.
6) Experience the 'perfect' kiss (you know...the one I mentioned a couple blogs ago...the knee melting, heart-racing one.)
7) Learn to play a musical instrument.
8) Waterski.
9) Be a voice for a cartoon character (even if it's only a guest appearance type thing.)
10) Perfect a dance (doesn't matter which one...just any dance.)
11) Have a website made about me that wasn't made by me.
12) Learn another language and be able to speak it fluently.
13) Travel to more than half of the countries in the world.
14) Own a turtle.
15) Have my picture in a magazine.

There are more, I'm sure, but it is getting late and I can't think straight right now. If any of you can help me achieve these anytime soon, you know where to find me.

Later gators.