I Miss You!

I know it is my fault that you've gone away, and I feel sad and alone without you in my life. In one sense I know that this is for the better and that I'll be happy in the end, but another side of me misses having you with me at the movies and when I'm afraid and when I'm happy and when I feel nothing at all.

Oh dearest chocolate, I miss you!

Since I began my diet exactly a week ago, I have not had any chocolate, and I haven't missed anything more in my life. I can live without coffee and coconut cream pie and fried chicken, but the lack of chocolate in my life is killing me.

Part of me wants to march right down to the cafeteria and pick up one of the rocky road squares that they had for dessert today, but another part of me wants to stick with this healthy thing because my brain tells me it's good for me.

Sigh.

Life is tough sometimes.

I keep forgetting to do my download of the day, but I remembered this time, so here she goes:

Kyla's Download of the Day

"Beautiful"

(By Maren Ord)

Why Chosen: As the song implies, the song is beautiful, and has amazing imagery. She's also an Edmonton girl (just like me!) so that makes me super happy as well.

Here is the part that stuck out to me the most:

Open your eyes, take my hand

Take a look at where you stand

It's not that hard,

Just take a step back my friend

And see this world

We're living in it's beautiful

Life is beautiful