Butterfly Kisses
Being single isn't as hard as I had originally thought it would be. I was with my boyfriend for what (to me) seemed like a long time, and I thought that being single would be scary and unwelcoming. It's actually the exact opposite. I can flirt and joke around and not feel guilty about it, and I don't have to answer to anyone but myself at the end of the day. There are things I definitely miss though. Here are a few:
1) Cuddling
2) The feeling of comfort when you're with someone even if no words are being said.
3) Someone to turn to in times of extreme elation and desparation.
4) A reason to listen to sappy songs and watch sappy movies.
5) The butterflies in the stomach feeling when they look you in the eye
6) Dating (like, going out and doing date-type stuff)
7) Inside jokes.
But most of all, more than anything, I miss
8) Being kissed
I don't mean just randomly being kissed. If want to be randomly kissed I'll go to a party with drunk people or participate in "Much Ado About Nothing" again (LOL!)
I miss the head-over-heels, my-knees-are-melting, never-let-me-go kisses.
If there is any feeling I want to feel right now more than ever, it is that. I guess I'm not good at being single...I've relied on having a boyfriend for so long that I am having trouble dealing with this.
Ok, well, that's my depressing rant for the day.
Oh, and I will be taking applications for kisses ;)


2 Comments:
I just wanted t omake sure mine was one of the first applications. ;)
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Put me down for a kiss Kyla. *grin* I can hear you shudder from here.
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