"You're making me angry. You wouldn't like me when I'm angry."
My Grandfather used to say that a day was never complete without learning something. I learned two things today:
1) I am a bitter, angry, and cynical person.
2) For some reason, this is only on the inside. For some reason, I put on a brave, smiley face for the world to see, and let my true feelings remain hidden and unknown to those around me. When they are made known, I frighten people. Therefore, I've learned that as much as I would love to be that angry person, it doesn't fit with who I'm apparently supposed to be. I just wish I wasn't so tired of being that person.
To lighten the mood, I will now name two things I am very thankful for:
1) Lifehouse
2) Newsboys
With out them, I would have already done and continue to do irrational things.
Now, excuse me while I go scream my lungs out.
1 Comments:
Two things-
1. I already knew that. guess I just know both sides of you, the front you put up, and the terror- ahem I mean and the "other" side.
2. And Yes, Thank god for music... it does wonders.
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